GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Category: Work

  • Pressing the red button?

    I have a deadline coming up in three weeks.

    As I’ve mentioned in the past, I typically wake up and write an entry on this post and then exercise for a little bit. So when do I decided to break the habit and focus on getting this deadline met?

    While work isn’t everything, it is important enough to temporarily override personal habits and patterns.

    And the hard part of getting the old habit back up and running again.

  • Guessing the future

    It’s not easy.

    Sometimes you have to poke and prod a little. Not fun.

    Maybe even a little unpleasant.

    But I guess that’s the job.

    You’re gonna be living in it soon.

  • One shovelful at a time

    The way to fill in a hole is the same way it got there, a little bit at a time.

    I can’t imagine this is an original thought, but I’m stealing it, cause I got a big project to review.

    Heroic effort in this type of work is only enticing in the abstract, effectiveness is found in each little step.

  • Connections

    A connection won’t just give it to you.

    But just knowing about an opportunity.

    And maybe one day’s head start.

    That might be all you need.

    If you’re ready to capitalize on it.

  • It’s nice to be missed

    With a few of my projects heading into construction administration which require full time loads, I was pulled off of a couple projects, so I made the rounds informing my teams.

    I did not think of it from their perspective. Even though the transition will be very gradual, the news was a surprise to them, whereas we’ve been talking about it for the past couple weeks.

    Even so, my colleagues made some very complimentary comments and I have to admit it was very nice of them.

    I think I did good work, and it was nice to have it acknowledged.

  • The story I tell myself

    I’m listening to the podcast Tides of History by Patrick Wyman which is going through the development of the modern state. I haven’t finished the episode yet, but it’s set around the premise of the rise of the “ruthlessly competent civil servant”

    Like the trope of a “velvet glove in the iron fist“, this concept has a macho appeal, especially given my current position.

    But I wonder if that’s the right story to tell myself. My job is to collaborate with private entities to deliver projects for the state on time and on budget at the proper scope and quality.

    However, being ruthless may ultimately be counterproductive to our mission. There is always the next project, we’ll always need partners.

    So what’s a better story? Something more balanced?

    Maybe these stories are fine, it’s just that such sentiments need to be moderated by the acknowledgement of time. It’s just that I need to remember that I’m playing a long game, as will those who follow me. This story doesn’t end. I can only be so ruthless.

  • Productivity software

    Currently my productivity software is a single page, two column list of everything that needs to be done (by me) on all my projects at work.

    The page sits on Microsoft OneNote, primarily synced across of my devices (personal and work), but I can’t help but be tempted by web apps like Trello or my new find this morning Airtable. There are a lot of power in all these apps.

    But as my experience with Basecamp a few years ago taught me, the increased power comes with increased complexity, and I’m just not sure its worth the tradeoff.

    One day, I’m certain a consultant will drag me into working with some sort of software that will be an awesome epiphany.

    But it will be difficult to beat a single screen (or printed page) that gives me a snapshot of everything I need to do in all my projects.

  • Life to burn

    After reading this article about ageism in the UX industry, I started to think about our own industry.

    I think the dynamic is similar. I don’t know much about UX, so architecture might be a little more technical, making inexperience within the profession a bigger detriment for those who are doing a late career change, but I agree with the general concept that older designers bring more to the table.

    The primary advantage of a young gun is that they don’t have outside commitments, so they are free to bang out major hours for the firm.

    I learned my waterproofing instincts by grinding through all the different window, door, and parapet details of Gable Tanglewood over an intense three week period. However, I was lucky — my firm paid overtime so I was getting both extra experience and additional money.

    The young professional on salary is in a difficult position. They are giving up their free time for merely experience. It may still be a fair trade. An extra four hours a week means 10% more experience compounded on a weekly basis, which adds up real quick.

    But you gotta make the calculation. Don’t get caught up in fulfilling someone else’s commitment. Every hour of overtime you work, is an opportunity cost of doing something else. You’re trading your life away, so you better get paid handsomely in experience, not merely a pat on the head from the boss who is getting the free labor.

  • Now and Later

    There is a dichotomy between the project at hand and its the long term consequences.

    Certainly the specific project needs to be completed on time and on budget, but this building will stand there for the next two or three decades, warts and all.

    And while I have some responsibility to draw the best work at reasonable cost out of my partners, the relationships that are cultivated during this project will continue to reverberate as well.

  • Afternoon Tradeoffs

    For take your kids to work day, we met at lunch and then took our daughter to the Governor’s office for a little event in his conference room.

    After that, we had a little time before her dance class, and it was the grand opening of the East Las Vegas library, so instead of going to my office we took her to the check out the new place.

    After all grand openings only happen once.

    That afternoon, I got into a really good flow at the office. I checked in with home and was given the green light to keep cranking, so I blasted through the set I was reviewing.

    But by the time I finally did get home, the kids were asleep.

    Bummer.

    Nothing comes for free in this world.