silver lines
zipping power
along a gradient blue sky
five red dots
two red arrows
halts traffic across Sahara
䷷䷿
the inn is burning
the page is gone
GRIZZLY PEAR
silver lines
zipping power
along a gradient blue sky
five red dots
two red arrows
halts traffic across Sahara
䷷䷿
the inn is burning
the page is gone
It’s fine. The production is nice and the selected passages are properly inspiring. Chopra is a fine reader and the Indian music is atmospheric. I don’t know much about Hinduism, but I presume this combines best passages out of the Bhagavad Gita and Rig Veda with a dash of explanatory text.
But I can’t shake the feeling that this is just a basic offering. Mix a few ingredients that feel truthy across all cultures, coat it with woo, and sell it to America.
I’d be more charitable if this three hour production was marketed as an introductory taste of Hinduism, but I was put off by its inflated self-importance. I don’t care for a program that dilutes spirituality and sells it as more than a mere starting point.
As a pan-theistic atheist who is skeptical of all forms of systematic formal religious structures, I am the prime target audience. Slap on an ancient spiritual sheen and I’m intrigued. But I also spent my teenage years as a Reformed Baptist steeped in the intellectual cathedral of Calvin. Don’t pretend you got more unless you’re bringing it.
I got sucked into this video while brushing my teeth, before realizing it was 45 minutes long. I went to sleep late that night.
It was fun to watch the guys take ridiculous risks and challenge each other. There’s all the vicarious thrills you’d expect from a Parkour YouTube video.
Beyond the stunts, the charm was in watching the guys enjoy each other’s company. Who knows if the mutual affection is true, but they made it work on camera.
It reminds me of the late 2000’s before UFC transitioned into a mainstream sports league. Back then, the fighters made a show of respect to each other, which created a screen camaraderie that intensified my enjoyment of the matches.
Unfortunately, I might be out of step with popular culture since the UFC’s heel turn with outlandish promotions has made them a billion dollar business. I get how the physical brutality of football or MMA leads to war analogies, but we need to cut that shit out.
When it comes to games, we ought to think of our competitors as “partners”. In joining the challenge, the players are committing to a constrained set of rules striving towards a mutually agreed upon goal. Unlike the endless slog of reality, a game is a measure of marginal advantage with a set end point.
We need to stop mixing the (potentially high stakes) infinite struggle of life with the (relatively meaningless) competition of these finite games.
If we do, maybe we’ll enjoy each others’ company as we play together.
妈妈!
Mama!
我要一个 spicy almond!
I want a spicy almond!
或子五个!
or five!
䷫䷺
all hat
no fish
tragic


One little cloud caught the last rays of the sunset after its neighbors had gone grey. It was a brilliant orange that quickly faded into the background.
When I first got out of college I had no job prospects.
(Networking is not one of my strong suits.)
So I found work the old fashion way.
I xeroxed the yellow pages section for architects, cut the pages into strips, and xeroxed each strip onto their own page. I worked down the list, using the wide margins for taking notes.
Unimaginable brute force in today’s networked environment.
But it worked! I found a small firm that set the trajectory of my career.
Occasionally, I do something that reminds me of that initial job search. Something that requires a deep breath of air and picking up the phone. Again and again.
A few years ago, I led the programming for a major state office building. There’s only one way to call the heads of twenty-three agencies, introducing myself and the upcoming project. Same with advertising a new project for bidders.
No one told me that the relentless job search would come in handy long after I got that first gig, but any work done earnestly can repay itself in surprising ways. Effort done contentiously might not be optimal, but it isn’t wasted.
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Some Links
Having cut current events out of youtube, the algorithm fed this lovely dance video pairing tap dancer Aurélien Lehmann and pianist François-René Duchâble. Which reminded me of this epic challenge scene in Tap with Sammy Davis, Jr.
Matthew Poburyny has just moved to America! He has a distinctive photographic style that harkens to the new topographics and I always savor his contemplations. Plus one of our conversations convinced me to stop listening to podcasts when driving and just observe.
Jo Mortimer just started a newsletter with a series of great essays. One of the agencies I serve is public behavioral health, but as an OPM I only have an abstract understanding of their work. Her creative non-fiction on a former patient makes shit real.
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Thanks for reading!
Justus Pang, RA
soup
cream
yogurt
cottage cheese
lids as frisbees
Nancy’s
Stoneyfield
Good Culture
Organic Valley
boujee toys
probiotic
grass fed
whole milk
certified organic
for a boujee boy
䷲䷥
thunder threatens
thunder terror
thunder them
wedding whispers
Just a moment
he tried to interrupt her
I told him to wait
OK you can talk now
he started crying
“I don’t want you to talk when daddy is done talking!”
You can’t say that!
between gasps
he tried to tickle her
You really can’t do that!
wept some more and stopped
“I want you to talk!”
What do you want me to say?
䷰
pot
fire
boil
big
boom
Dollar Cookie (DEALER chip)
Veggie Cookie (green chip)
Red Flag Cookie (Abe Lincoln Chip)
Original Cookie (red chip with gold filigree)
Red Bean Cookie (red chip)
Money Cookie (light blue chip)
Popcorn Cookie (white chip)
Water Cookie (blue chip)
Flag Cookie (FDR Chip)
Snow Flake Cookie (purple and cyan chip)
Rock Chip (Harry Truman Chip)
Lock Chip (black chip)
䷧
south west / lucky storms
doing nothing / head home
got work / hop to it
When I moved to Vegas, I attended to the Lohan School of Shaolin for almost a year until my daughter arrived to fundamentally rearrange our lives.
I was primarily studying Tai Chi, but I got to know the Kung Fu guys, even dabbling a bit in sparring.
A couple years ago, I slid into a YouTube rabbit hole and came across several videos that included the Arhats. I had watched their earlier work when they were starting up, and it was impressive to see their progression.
This is the path of Kung Fu (功夫) — to work hard and maybe (or not) succeed.
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It’s odd watching a video when you know the stunt actors. The dramatic actors are naturally the focus of the film but one’s eye is immediately drawn to the individuals that you know. So I’m rooting for those guys as they get slaughtered by the protagonists. Unsettling.
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Even though the short only has two actors, the behind the scenes video shows a large team is involved throughout the process. Normally, my mind quietly ignores the background crew, but you can’t when you’re personally acquainted with each person. It’s a good reminder of the massive effort behind each of these productions that are indiscriminately published on YouTube.
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As I finally publish this post, things are a bit quiet on the social media front, but I ran into one of the Lohan teachers and was told things are going well. The films are flashy, but the foundation is the school and the temple. Everything comes from training the mind, heart, and body.