GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Giant Steps, John Coltrane, 1960

Last Christmas, my daughter became obsessed with Vince Guaraldi’s lyrical “Lucy and Linus”, which led to Brubeck and then Davis, Parker, and Coltrane.

One night in January, I woke up at 2:44 and couldn’t fall back asleep.
I listened to a podcast and watched a video about World War 2 aviation.
Then, this album.

My friend had just recommended this as one of Coltrane’s best.

He’s right.

Coltrane plays on a razor’s edge, running the line between melody and dissonance.
The album starts fast, contradicts itself with crushing moments of slow quiet before returning to vigorous speed.
The songs push a glorious cacophony, rescuing themselves with breathtaking audacity after extended flirtations with raw disintegration.

I don’t know music well enough to write a proper critique, but I know myself.
I rarely have patience for just listening to music.
That night I did.
All 37 minutes.

It didn’t solve my insomnia.

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Nine months later, we’ve been using youtube for our dinner music. This evening, the algorithm proposed Giant Steps and the boy picked it out. I was a little surprised, but I shouldn’t have been. Bartok’s “From a Diary of a Fly” has been his favorite for weeks.

We listened to the entire album all as he buzzed around as a bee and jumped on the sofa. Kids go through phases pretty fast. I hope this phase sticks.