By Dave Brubeck, played by the Lincoln Center Orchestra with Wynton Marsalis.
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Another encouragement to make your website.
I’m part of a small group on Post.news who posts old work under the hashtag #SundayShare. This was going to be my suggestion for a “lunar new years resolution”…until the tragedy at Monterey park. I still think it’s worth sharing, so I posted it today.
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In 2008, I planted a flag on the interwebs with www.grizzlypear.com. (We came up with the name as a twist on our bunnies Badger and Peppercorn.)
I quickly lost interest in the webcomic, but now I had a domain to build upon. It morphed into the repository of my random contributions scattered across various forums.
Even though #PostCreative / #CreativeCollective is going strong right now, who knows how things will go?
Let this new-new year will be the one when you start your own site. Build a library that stands apart from these social media bazaars that come and go.
Your place might have few visitors, but you’re the only one that counts. Maybe you be digging into for next week’s #SundayShare in 2033.
If you don’t know where to start, I recommend getting the domain name on Hover.com which I’ve really enjoyed using. I don’t know which web-host is best, but I’ve been using the cheapest plan on Hostgator for a decade with WordPress for my blog engine.
Alt Text: A black and white ink drawing of two rabbits in a rectangular vaguely urban landscape with two rabbits hopping down the street towards the vanishing point. The dot pattern for the sunset was added on the computer and I still can’t decide which is better.
This is what I shared last week in the face of that tragedy.
A simple #SundayShare diptych of Badger and Peppercorn ferociously consuming Bok Choy in our old apartment in Houston.
Alt text: two photos, showing a pair of rabbits eating veggies on the floor. The black and white harlequin steps away after she yanked a luscious green leaf out of her albino partner’s mouth. Taken with a Nikon D40 with the 18-35mm kit lens. Fifteen years later, the gear doesn’t matter all that much. Glass and metal tubes sit in the a box while the heart is warmed by the glow of bygone days, occasionally rekindled by pixels on a screen.
Here’s to the New Year!
Let’s make many great memories and maybe some photos too.
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Rabbit in Your Headlights, UNKLE
In college I was cast in a modern dance piece that included this song and Dave Brubeck’s “Unsquare Dance”.
(I had no business performing, but males were in short supply.)
A few years later came YouTube and the realization that this song was paired with a great video.
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Monterey Park
Another city added to that list.
This time, one that I know all to well.I’m not a sage.
But I have their books next to my bed.In a moment of frustration, I opened them randomly.
I got lucky.~
The wise have no mind of their own,
finding it in the minds
of ordinary people.They’re good to good people
and they’re good to bad people.
Power is goodness.
They trust people of good faith
and they trust people of bad faith.
Power is trust.They mingle their life with world,
they mix their mind up with the word.
Ordinary people look after them.
Wise souls are children.— Tao Te Ching, 49 (Lao Tzu, Ursula K. Le Guin)
Things are shitty today. Unfortunately, it’s nothing new.
Confucius and Lao Tzu were writing amidst the dissolution of an empire. The feudal order had already dissolved into a collection of Warring States.
The past few years have been bonkers but nothing like the collapse they were experiencing.
Amidst the self dealing around us, we have one way through the chaos.
It’s an asymmetric struggle, but repaying evil with evil only compounds the devolution of our society.
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Love your enemies,
bless them that curse you,
do good to them that hate you,
and pray for them which despitefully use you,
and persecute you.— Matthew 5:44 (King James Version)
That reminds me of the admonitions of a Galilean sage.
Unlike his Chinese counterparts, Jesus wasn’t a petty bureaucrat with privilege. These insights came from a working class dude on the outskirts of the empire.
And somehow, his wisdom shaped the past two millennia.
This shit don’t make sense, but it works.
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With King Wen dead, is not culture invested here in me?
If Heaven intends culture to be destroyed, those who come after me will not be able to have any part of it.
If Heaven does not intend this culture to be destroyed, then what can the men of K’uang do to me?As in the case of making a mound, if, before the very last basketful, I stop, then I shall have stopped. As in the case of levelling the ground, if, though tipping only one basketful, I am going forward, then I shall be making progress.
The Three armies can be deprived of their commanding officer, but even a common man cannot be deprived of his purpose.
— Analects, Book 9:5, 19, 26 (Confucius, D. K. Lau)
When our institutions fail, even when the hand of fate crushes us, we still have the power to do good.
As individuals, we still own our purpose and agency. If not in politics, then in culture.
Let’s build relationships and make art to bind us together.
No matter how small, each step brings us closer “to form a more perfect union, establish justice, insure domestic tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general welfare, and secure the blessings of liberty to ourselves and our posterity.”
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Despite the anger, the answer will be found through calm.
In this moment of great sacrilege, listen for that still small voice.
Its whisper is our way out.
The sun sets
On the western hills,
Quickly the valleys
Darken.
The moon rises through the pines,
In the chill of the night,
Amid the crystal sounds
Of wind and stream.
The woodcutters
Have all gone Home,
In the mist the birds
Are settling in their nests.
My friend promised to join me tonight
Alone with my Lute
I wait on the vine-strewn path.Meng Horan (ca. 689-740, from the commentary on the Tao Te Ching 49 by John Minford)
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Work at Office, Week 1
Day 1, Back in the Office!
…and my first meeting is on Microsoft Teams, even though the three of us are within fifty feet of each other.
(screen sharing > face to face!)
Work at Office, Day 2
Sure is nice chatting in person after almost three years apart. I’m very blessed to enjoy the company of my colleagues.
At the end of the day, I realized that I’ve forgotten where the light switches are scattered around the building.
The delighted squeals of the kids when I came back home was a nice bonus.
Word of the Day 3
Solutioning.
This meeting is only for updates, we will address solutioning at future meetings.
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Movie Roundup, January 2023 to June 2022
I’ve fallen behind, so let’s declare amnesty and just power through the past half year in reverse chronological order.
Bambi, Algar, Armstrong, Hand, 1942
OMG the animation is mind-blowingly gorgeous. The oil painted backgrounds are luscious and the hand animation holds up against anything you see today. It’s a natural outgrowth of the work the studio did in Fantasia. We watched it on Saturday and I could watch it again tomorrow.The Muppet Christmas Carol, Brian Henson, 1992
Another classic on Disney+. This one’s status is dependent on the original story and time of the year. I gotta wonder what Michael Caine was thinking about his career as a A-list actor playing with dolls. Did he take in good fun?Zootopia, Howard, Moore, Bush, 2016
Was fun when we watched it a few years ago, and fun again. The kids really enjoyed it too. Not a masterpiece like Bambi, but certainly in the top third of Disney’s esteemed catalog.Luck, Holmes, Abad, 2022
The only reason I watched it was because Lasseter was involved. He might have been good in his heyday, but it’s obvious he needed the Pixar team more than they needed him. The story was drawn out and the animation awkward. Absolute mediocrity at best.Wolfwalkers, Moore & Stewart, 2020
Lovely film to round out the trilogy with Secret of the Kells and Song of the Seas. A welcome respite from the Pixar-Disney-Dreamworks 3D hegemony.Home Alone, Chris Columbus, 1990
Fun. I didn’t watch it until just a few years ago. I’ve always had something against rambunctious brats (I didn’t get into Calvin and Hobbes until I realized the peerless quality of the Watterson’s drawings). I could see this movie becoming a holiday staple until the kids are old enough to watch Tokyo Godfathers.Toy Story 4, Josh Cooley, 2019
Pixar knows what their doing, even if I’m not totally sold on Bo Peep becoming an action hero.Toy Story 3, Lee Unkrich, 2010
A fun caper. Slightly better than Toy Story 2, but the original still holds the crown in my heart, in spite of the dated graphics.Frankenweenie, Tim Burton, 2012.
It’s OK as a stop motion full length movie. Maybe I didn’t enjoy it as much because we weren’t expecting a black and white film. I should watch the original half-hour show. I wonder if brevity might have shaped a better story.Encanto, Bush, Howard, Smith, 2021
It was such a big deal the year before. After getting a Disney+ account we had to watch it. It’s fine. I enjoyed the wacky song and dance numbers but the movie just ran too darn long. Then again, they all drag out nowadays.Kung Fu Panda (1-3), Osborne & Stevenson, 2008, Jennifer Yuh Nelson, 2011, Carloni & Nelson, 2016
Fun popcorn series. I can’t remember a ton from any given movie but I’ve watched each of these films at least twice and wouldn’t argue against watching them again. My wife isn’t fond of the chop suey orientalism, but I’m inured to it.Kung Fu Panda: The Dragon Knight, season 1, 2022
Awful TV show, but the kids liked it. My wife didn’t even bother to watch this.Lucifer (ep 1 and 2), Tom Kapinos, 2016
The first couple episodes were fun, but I wasn’t going to invest hours of my life on this show.Love Death + Robots (seasons 1-3), Tim Miller, 2019-2022
I love animation. This series fulfilled every bit of it’s promise. Each short is a banger so it’s hard to pick favorites. But to name four: “Sonnie’s Edge”, “Zima Blue”, “The Very Pulse of the Machine”, and “Jibaro”. I may have to re-up with Netflix when season 4 comes out.Arcane, Pascal Charrue & Arnaud Delord, 2021
I finally got around to watching it long after the buzz from it’s release. It’s great. Didn’t realize that a video game company could produce such a good story. The fight at the end of Episode 7 of is one of the best fight scenes I’ve ever watched. Even though the nine episode series kind of runs out of steam at the end, I still spent the week after watching Arcane commentary on YouTube to process the journey. -
9 Coins
an ignoramus tips the Tarot
Black ink (Flair Pen) drawing on a yellow steno pad. Colored in Pixlr. Collaboration with the kids. She did some of the coloring this time.
A black ink sketch on lined paper with a pile of nine gold coins with square holes. The coins are marked with a yellow house, an invisible face, a strange oval thing, green icing, and a peachy “DADDY BAD!” warning. Around the stash float two grey locks, two pink hearts, two smiling faces, two purple something-randoms, a blue-red spike ball, three purple hats, four windows, and a tomato-tomato head. This time, coloring didn’t last beyond the weekend…then again we didn’t go up to Mount Charleston to play in the snow this week. -
Parking Garage Apartment Parks
15 years ago, I presented my thesis project, so let’s relive the past!
It started in the Spring of 2007 when I was studying abroad in Rice’s Paris exchange program. For thesis prep, I explored the idea of increasing density in Southern California which suffers a simultaneous lack of housing and paucity of public parks. Looking back, I suspect my brain was a mix of wonder at living in a real metropolis and a nostalgia for home.
I focused on the suburban city of Alhambra when I visited my grandfather that summer. I sited the project on a parking lot in front of Ralph’s Supermarket, proposing a big new structure along the street. I added new shops at grade level, moved all retail parking below-ground, and built a multi-story suburban landscape of apartments on the upper floors of the parking garage (the gimmick is that you get to park next to your apartment!). The remainder of the old asphalt parking lot was converted into a large public park, daylighting the buried storm culvert and connecting the adjacent school and church.
I’ve always been a luddite as an architect, so I finally learned Rhino and rendering for this project, only to never use these skills again. This was also the last time I made a physical model in my career. And as with most other architecture students, this thesis got me a degree and hasn’t seen the light of day outside of the occasional job interview.
There are more images and the thesis book for download on my online portfolio.
A series of diagrams showing the relationship of the project to the site. In the 00’s Rem Koolhaas was king and Rice was more of a diagram factory than a design school. PS. After writing this, I texted some old classmates who I haven’t contacted in years, it was fun catching up!
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January 2023 Book Update
In 2020, I decided to purchase “only” twelve books. I cheated with a few caveats and provisos, but I’ve been decent at limiting my purchases in the past three years.
It helps that my desire to own physical books has diminished after discovering ebooks and audiobooks on Libby/Overdrive, even though I’m now buying physical copies of books that I really enjoy!
Before I step into one last “new-normal”, returning to the office tomorrow morning, I thought I should finally publish this long brewing update of my book purchases and share my wall of shame from the past three years. As always, I’m quite bad at predicting what “future Justus” will want to read.
(No kidding, look at the boxes of books in the garage while we pretend to look for a permanent house).
2020, Unread
- Krazy Kat (1916-1918), George Herriman. This series is legendary and I’m debating whether to collect the entire set. I got the first one, but I haven’t cracked it open in the past three(!) years! Eek.
- The Art of Happiness, Epicurus, George K. Strodach. I was curious about his philosophy, but Epicurus turned out to be heavily focused on his speculations concerning physical physics. I quickly lost interest. I might power through the rest of the book at some point, just to get the feather in the cap.
- Growing Food in a Drier Hotter Land, Gary Nabhan. I was absolutely smitten by his first book The Desert Smells like Rain, which I discovered via an environmental literature course syllabus. Purchased as part of a big Chelsea Green Publishing House sale.
- Being Salmon, Being Human, Martin Lee Mueller. The premise sounds interesting and I hope to read this eventually though in spite of my recent turn towards ancient wisdom literature. This was on deep discount as part of a big Chelsea Green Publishing House sale.
2021, Unread
- The Ultimate Micro-RPG Book, James D’Amato. I haven’t done anything with this book beyond wrapping it up as an extra birthday present for my daughter.
- Zhuangzi (inner chapters), Burton Watson. This is universally acclaimed as a translation and I didn’t want to read this on the phone.
- Seven Military Classics of Ancient China, Ralph D. Sawyer. This is a hefty book! I wanted the breadth of classical thought on this matter and by golly I got it. Now I need to read it.
- The Art of War, John Minford. I didn’t realize that I had already listened to this book on tape. Then again, it’s hard to go wrong with a spare copy of Sunzi.
- Tao Te Ching, Laozi, John Minford. I read half of this book before being forced to return it to the library. I liked the extensive commentary so I decided to get my own copy.
- I Ching, John Minford. I liked Minford so much as a translator on his other two works that I decided to start my I Ching journey with his translation.
- I Ching, Helmut Wilhelm / Cary Baynes. This is the classic that made it a fad in the the artsy circles in the mid-20th century. Since it was good enough for Merce Cunningham and John Cage, I felt I should get my own hardcopy.
- I Ching, Richard Lynn. This translation is well regarded, especially in a favorable review SJ Marshall of Biroco.com, calling it the yin to the yang of the Wilhelm/Baynes translation. Given my big kick, I thought it was worth investing a slot to check it out.
- China, Hiroji Kubota. His Portrait of America was so good, I had to see how he handled China just as the nation started its stratospheric ascent into becoming a superpower. I also thought it would be good for the kids to see what China was when their mom was born.
- Out of the East, Hiroji Kubota. This was a snap Amazon algorithm purchase. I fear this may be a lesser work, since the price was so low, but I liked Kubota enough to take a flier on it.
2022, Baker’s Dozen
- Pearls Awaits the Tide, Stephan Pastis. When Pearls publishes, I buy.
- Sixty-Four Chance Pieces, Will Buckingham. He wrote a great article about the I Ching, and as a fellow fan of Calvino, I’m curious to read his work. However, I’m going to wait till I’ve caught up to the calendar and see if I’m still into the I Ching before making such a purchase (same goes for Changing, a book of I Ching related poetry Richard Berengarten).
- Explore TIPS: A Practical Guide to Investing in Treasury Inflation-Protected Securities, Harry Sit. When I started investing, I thought TIPS might be a magic way out of worrying about how to allocate our savings. No such luck, it’s basically another form of cash.
- Value Averaging, Michael Edelson. More technical than for my needs. I guess it was good to see how deep the optimization could go. And then ignore it cause I got better things to do with my time.
- V is for Vulnerable: Life Outside the Comfort Zone, Seth Godin.
- Local News, poems by Sonja Marqulies. I was looking for another book by the same title, but her life story is intriguing and I was getting into poetry. It’s enjoyable, better than anything I could write, but it didn’t slap me with it’s greatness like the works more famous authors. Or maybe it’s just my subconscious big-name bias.
- 5000 B.C. and other Philosophical Fantasies, Raymond Smullyan. I’ve hit my limits on philosophy with this book. It’s gets more technical than I can handle. Though maybe I’ll add his chapter of quick hits to the “Little Library” (see below)
- Castle of Crossed Destinies, Italo Calvino. I think I’ll pickup the the Visconti and Grimaud Marseilles tarot decks to go with the book.
- Haiku, Richard Wright. I’ve known of this book for years but waited on finishing Kerouac’s collection of American Pops, before picking this up.
- The Couple’s Tao Te Ching, William Martin. To my credit, I read it. It’s good. Not great. Still very good.
- The Parent’s Tao Te Ching, William Martin. I finished reading this (again) as well. It’s very good too, better than the Couple’s version. It has its place in a library, even if it’s not top shelf stuff.
- Station Island, Seamus Heaney. This was a snap purchase at the friends of the Library bookstore.
- What’s Michael Fatcat Collection, Volume 2. It would be ridiculous not to complete the omnibus pairing.
2023, Purchases
- (2020 uncheat) Mutts Sundays, Patrick McDonnell. With my daughter’s comics obsession I wanted her to read some Mutts to go with her Peanuts and Calvin and Hobbes.
- (2020 uncheat) Salt Fat Acid Heat, Samin Nosrat. An instant classic, I purchased it at the start of the quarantine (having previously read it at the library) but I haven’t referenced it a single time.
- (2020 uncheat) The Art of Fermentation, Sandor Ellix Katz. I read the a library copy during quarantine and wanted my own copy. I purchased it as part of a big Chelsea Green Publishing House sale, but haven’t referenced it either.
- (2022 uncheat) Godel Escher Bach, Douglas Hofstadter. One of my white whales in literature.
- (2022 uncheat) Nature’s Chaos, James Gleick and Elliot Porter. I own a small format soft cover, but I thought the photos require the full size hardcover to do them justice.
- Satoshi Kon’s Opus. I’m a huge fan of his movies, but there are only four of them (plus one anime). I read this manga on Libby and decided to get a copy. At some point I should check out his other work (also on Libby) even though I hate reading on the phone.
- World Atlas of Cheese, Nancy Eekhof-Stork. The excuse is that I bought it for the kids. But let’s be real, who loves cheese most around here?
- Boring Postcards, USA, Martin Parr. I liked my Christmas present so much I picked up the USA one. I hope I’ll like it as much as Plates + Dishes.
- The Illustrated I Ching, R. L. Wing. I came across it on Post.news and saw it has old paintings in it. Yeah why not.
- (not yet purchased but gonna happen on June 6, 2023) — Pearls Seeks Enlightenment. I always pick up these Stephan Pastis treasuries when they are published every ~18 months.
Little Library Cheats
I’m trying to create a little library of books that to re-read regularly, classics to revisit every year or two. For now, I’ll give myself a dispensation so these don’t count against my limit.
- Bhagavad Gita, Eknath Easwaran. I picked this up, based on a recommendation on a podcast. It’s fine. There are enough technical terms that I keep going to the glossary to see what’s being said. Maybe I’ll pick up another version in the future. That said, I don’t think I’ll be trying out Easwaran’s detailed 3 volume commentary.
- Analects of Confucius, D. K Lau. I picked up a copy at the end of the year as part of my little library. I’m halfway through this book, but I suspect I prefer Robert Eno‘s teaching translation and commentary.
- The Way of Chuang Tzu, Thomas Merton. I’ve hit a brick wall with the Burton Translation. I hope to finish it at some point, but for regular re-reading, I picked up the first version I read.
- The Wisdom of the Desert, Thomas Merton. Yeah, it’s an edited collection, but this library is all about excerpts that hits.
- Fail Safe Investing, Harry Browne. Yeah his Permanent Portfolio is quirky and you can take or leave his libertarian leanings. But this book describes a practical philosophy towards money that most resonates with the way I see the world. A quick read, highly recommended.
- Several short sentences about writing, Verlyn Klinkenborg. This is the most influential book I’ve read in years. Of course I bought it.
- Creativity, John Cleese. I borrowed the book on Libby and loved it. I plan on re-reading this regularly.
- (To be purchased) Mencius. After I read Robert Eno’s teaching translation, I might pick up a hardcopy of this book. A bound book has its own charms.
- (To be purchased) Wanderer’s Havamal, Jackson Crawford. Once I’ve read through the Chinese classics in my little library, I’ll buy a copy of this book.
- (To be purchased) Bed of Procrustes, Nicholas Nassim Taleb. Once I’ve made it through the ancient western portion of my little library I’ll pick up this book. I keep planning on buying it, and I think it’s about time.
On Deck
- Journey to the West (unabridged, 4 volumes), Anthony C. Yu. I loved reading this on my ebook reader. Time to get a hardcopy.
- Tarot: How to Read the Future, Fred Gettings. I need to feed the beast with my new hobby. This one seems delightfully convoluted.
- 99 Variations on a Proof, Philip Ording. Intriguing concept to go with Matt Madden’s 99 Ways to Tell a Story and of course the original Exercises in Style by Raymond Queneau.
- Narrow Road to the Deep North, Basho. I’ve been reading this on-and-off on Libby. If the later chapters grab me, I’ll pick up a copy.
- Wisdom Books, Robert Alter. I liked his translation with notes of these books in the old testament. If I re-read it again, I’ll pick up my own copy.
- The Masnavi, I found Rumi in 2022. At some point I should jump in, maybe after the sixth volume is published.
- The Odyssey, Robert Fagles. To pair with the copy of the Iliad we already own. But first, I gotta get some reading done.
- Seneca. Tech-bros have tarnished stoicism, but I keep thinking there must be something there. Maybe I’ll find something in Seneca?
- Lieh-Tzu. Speaking of random philosophers, I might as well throw in the third widely acclaimed foundational text of Taoism.
- Plato/Socrates. I presume one of their dialogs should end up in my little library. I have a collection of five dialogs at home. Once I read that, maybe I’ll dig something else.
- The Message of the Quran, Muhammad Asad. I finally got a recommendation for which translation to read, so I have no excuse to keep from jumping in.
- Calvin and Hobbes, complete box set. I have the first half of Bill Watterson’s run in trade paperback format. Maybe I’ll buy the whole thing in for Christmas.
- Same for the Gary Larsen’s Far Side Collection.
- Essays and Aphorisms, Arthur Schopenhauer. Maybe? I’m a sucker for aphorisms and famous philosophers.
- The Aphorisms of Franz Kafka. Maybe? I’m a sucker for aphorisms and famous writers.
- Be Here Now, Ram Dass. After reading the digital version, I’ll most likely buy a hardcopy since I think this was meant to be read physically.
- Tao: The Watercourse Way, Alan Watts. Sometimes I wanna get my 1960’s woo on.
- A History of Haiku (4 volumes), R. H. Blyth. I came across this while reading the Kerouac Haiku book. Maybe.
Gulp! Lots of reading!
As always, this is a good reminder why I must only buy one book at a time. Whenever I shoot past the immediate future, I end up with a great book buried in piles of other books that haven’t been read (yet?).
After I wrote the initial draft of this mega-list in mid-2022, Libby stopped syncing across my iOS devices forcing me to reset the devices. I had multiple tagged items that weren’t synced, and the only way to rescue the tags were to export them and then manually re-tag them after fixing the glitch. This exercise highlighted how much my interests would drift in just a few months. All these tags carried the lingering aura of past desire, but I had lost interest in almost all of them.
Given my fondness for organizing things, I followed up that exercise with sorting out my Amazon lists. These lists go back a decade, so this was reliving the past on steroids. I’m certain all the books I listed are worthy of my time, but I’ve finally accepted that I’ll never get around to reading any of them. I should just delete those entries, but I’m not yet mature enough to take that step.
Even so, I’m keenly aware that time is not my friend. I need to come to grips with the fact that there are only about 432 books left in my lifetime (12 x 36).